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		<title>There is no leaf.</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 15 Jan 2009 05:11:03 +0000</pubDate>
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		<category><![CDATA[lucid dreams]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[As I was falling asleep I continue with my &#8220;noting&#8221; meditation, being mindful of the &#8220;rising&#8221; and &#8220;falling&#8221; of the breath. In a few moments I became aware of high vibrations and a high pitch sound that seem to permeate throughout my body. I focused my attention on the rising and falling of the breath&#8230; [...]]]></description>
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<p>As I was falling asleep I continue with my <a href="http://www.tathagata.org/DhammaTalks/Instructions/Mahasi_Instruction.html">&#8220;noting&#8221; meditation</a>, being mindful of the &#8220;rising&#8221; and &#8220;falling&#8221; of the breath. In a few moments I became aware of high vibrations and a high pitch sound that seem to permeate throughout my body. I focused my attention on the rising and falling of the breath&#8230; until I slip into a different state of awareness&#8230;</p>
<p><em>I am floating and falling in a black expanse. I can&#8217;t see anything, just the sensation of moving through the darkness. I continue to fall and float without a sense of direction&#8230; </em><em>I&#8217;m disoriented and afraid.</em><br />
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I find my naked body swimming underwater. I keep swimming and swimming. I sense a man following me, swimming with me in the water. I&#8217;m annoyed by his presence. I try to avoid him by swimming away as far as I could. I fly out of the water, until I&#8217;m up high in the air. I look down at the scenery. It&#8217;s beautiful. I can see the land, the river, and greenery. I zigzag in the air and land on the ground. </em></p>
<p><em>A woman approaches me. She seems curious about what I&#8217;m doing here. A plant catches my attention. It seems to glow. I touch it. I feel its texture. I&#8217;m intrigue how realistic the plant is. I&#8217;m aware that I&#8217;m dreaming but the plant looks and feels so real. </em><em></em><em>I pluck a leaf and put it in my pocket. I want to take the leaf as a souvenir when I wake up to the real world.<br />
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I woke up. I looked inside my pocket. There was no leaf.</p>
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		<title>I Had a Dream: John McCain Picked a Woman as VP Running Mate</title>
		<link>http://www.c4chaos.com/2008/08/i-had-a-dream-john-mccain-picked-a-woman-as-vp-running-mate/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 30 Aug 2008 00:01:04 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>c4chaos</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Dream Journal]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m standing in a hallway. There&#8217;s tension in the air. McCain just picked a woman as his VP running mate. His advisers are divided. They are arguing. I hear a loud voice, &#8220;there goes our &#8216;experience&#8217; argument against Obama out the window!&#8221; I&#8217;m watching two of McCain&#8217;s advisers arguing over the issue. One of them [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote><p><a href="http://flickr.com/photos/coolmel/2810002360/"><img class="alignright" style="border: 1px solid #cccccc; margin-left: 10px; margin-right: 0px;" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3012/2810002360_65809fee1f_o.jpg" alt="" width="320" height="480" /></a><em>I&#8217;m standing in a hallway. There&#8217;s tension in the air. McCain just picked a woman as his VP running mate. His advisers are divided. They are arguing. I hear a loud voice, &#8220;there goes our &#8216;experience&#8217; argument against Obama out the window!&#8221; I&#8217;m watching two of McCain&#8217;s advisers arguing over the issue. One of them is a man, the other is a woman Senator (her name is Hutchison). Their argument continues. We are now in some kind of a courtroom. I&#8217;m on the sideline watching them debating. I&#8217;m tapping on my iPhone. I wake up.<br />
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<p>&#8220;Since when did they announce the VP pick?&#8221; I asked my wife while I rub my eyes. &#8220;Just now.&#8221; she said.</p>
<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s weird, I just dreamt about it.&#8221;</p>
<p>I kid you not. This is an <a href="http://friendfeed.com/e/38a1b6af-d154-05c0-875b-2b0624dc6cbe/this-is-weird-I-just-dreamt-that-McCain-picked-a/">actual dream</a> I had this morning, before I even heard the <a href="http://www.cnn.com/2008/POLITICS/08/29/palin.bio/index.html">announcement on CNN</a> that McCain had picked <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sarah_Palin">Sarah Palin</a> as his VP.</p>
<p>I don&#8217;t think it&#8217;s psychic, prophetic, clairvoyant, or anything supernatural. <span class="content">I think it&#8217;s because our subconscious picks up stuff and process information even when we&#8217;re sleeping, and then spins them in our dreams. I was just caught off-guard of how <em>timely</em> and <em>accurate</em> my dream was. I wish I had dreamt of lottery numbers instead. </span><span id="more-2942"></span></p>
<p><span class="content">What really struck me was not the VP choice but the <strong>name</strong> I remembered in my dream. First, I&#8217;m not familiar with a woman Senator named <strong>Hutchison</strong>. I don&#8217;t follow politics that close. So my jaw dropped when I googled <a href="http://www.senate.gov/~hutchison/">her</a>. Some wild coincidence (or serendipity), I suppose. Too bad there&#8217;s no way for me to validate that part of my dream (i.e. she&#8217;s the one who influenced McCain to pick a woman as VP running mate). On second thought, I just googled <a href="http://www.chron.com/disp/story.mpl/ap/tx/5973987.html">Senator Hutchison&#8217;s reaction</a>:</span></p>
<blockquote><p>DALLAS — U.S. Sen. Kay Bailey Hutchison said John McCain&#8217;s choice of Alaska Gov. Sarah Palin as his running mate is a bold move designed to sway independent women voters.</p>
<p>The seasoned senator said by choosing the little-known 44-year-old governor, McCain is making it clear that he wants an &#8220;up and comer,&#8221; a vice president who represents &#8220;the next generation&#8221; of leadership.</p>
<p>&#8220;This reinforces that Sen. McCain wants to be the independent reformer change ticket — he&#8217;s not ceding that to Sen. Obama,&#8221; Hutchison said, adding that being an outside-the-beltway governor may work in her favor.</p></blockquote>
<p>This is so freakin&#8217; weird.</p>
<p>Anyway, regardless of my dream, I couldn&#8217;t <strong>disagree</strong> more with Senator Hutchison (and all the GOP talking heads who are spinning this issue). This is an <strong>insult</strong> to women voters across party lines. Not because I think Sarah Palin is an inexperienced soccer mom. I&#8217;d give it to her that she&#8217;s charismatic, beautiful, eloquent, and has experience governing the state of Alaska. But c&#8217;mon! To pick her as a Hillary Clinton surrogate is just plain dumb and pandering to the lowest order. I have <a href="http://friendfeed.com/search?q=sarah+palin&amp;who=c4chaos">more to say</a> about this but I&#8217;ll just summarize it like this:</p>
<blockquote><p><strong>Hillary Clinton = *experience*, not *gender*. Sarah Palin VP pick is not a bold move for McCain. it&#8217;s political suicide. that is all.</strong></p></blockquote>
<p>Don&#8217;t just take my word for it. Here&#8217;s a perspective from a woman. Danah Boyd is <a href="http://www.zephoria.org/thoughts/archives/2008/08/29/as_a_woman_im_o.html">deeply offended</a>.</p>
<blockquote><p>As a woman, I&#8217;m offended. I&#8217;m offended that McCain is choosing a woman who is clearly ill-equipped to be the president of this country in an effort to woo over Hillary&#8217;s supporters. I&#8217;m offended because McCain&#8217;s decision is one of the most misogynist ones I&#8217;ve seen in recent history. Does he honestly believe that women in this country are so stupid as to believe that any woman is a substitute for another woman? That all that us women boil down to is our XX chromosomes and estrogen? C&#8217;mon now.</p>
<p>Don&#8217;t get me wrong &#8211; I want to see women in the highest positions of power in this country. But I don&#8217;t just want any woman. I want women in power who have earned the respect and worked to achieve said power. I want women who are chosen because of what they have done, not how they look in a political power game.</p></blockquote>
<p>Exactly. I&#8217;m not a woman, and I&#8217;m still offended.</p>
<p>If <a href="http://www.puma08.com/">PUMA</a> (and others who are just voting based on gender) don&#8217;t see through this as a desperate move from McCain, and still vote for him (in protest over Obama), then so be it. They&#8217;ll look back in history as having thrown their votes instead of casting them with intelligence, wisdom and dignity. It&#8217;s also a grave disrespect for Hillary and what she stands for. I say this as someone who had been <a href="http://www.c4chaos.com/2008/01/why-im-still-undecided/">torn between Obama and Hillary</a> during the primary.</p>
<p>I know it&#8217;s still early. But mark my words. John McCain had jumped the shark with his VP pick. This is the final nail on the McCain campaign coffin. Obama-Biden victory is just around the corner. So I guess I owe McCain a big one.</p>
<p><em>Thank you and <a href="http://blow.blogs.nytimes.com/2008/08/29/happy-birthday-mr-would-be-president/">Happy Birthday, Mr. John McCain</a>. Congratulations on the nomination. Let&#8217;s get it on! </em></p>
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		<title>Steve Pavlina&#8217;s Blogging Flow</title>
		<link>http://www.c4chaos.com/2007/01/steve-pavlinas-blogging-flow/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 03 Jan 2007 00:46:30 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>c4chaos</dc:creator>
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Steve Pavlina gives us a <a href="http://www.stevepavlina.com/blog/2007/01/my-experience-of-creativity/">sneak-peek at his flowing creativity</a>.<br />
I can relate with him since I experience this flow myself once<br />
in a while. Just to be fancy, I even called the experience, <a href="http://coolmel.typepad.com/iblog/2006/03/is_there_such_a.html"><em>blogging flow</em></a>.
</p>
<p>However, unlike Steve, most of my blogging flow comes from writing and<br />
finding links and putting them together in a single blog post that is<br />
very meaningful to me&#8211;the blog post serving as an extension of my<br />
memory. I also lose track of my sense of time and I get cranky when<br />
people or outside interference bother me while doing my thing. But what<br />
I&#8217;m really curious about is, does Steve Pavlina&#8217;s <a href="http://coolmel.typepad.com/iblog/2006/03/c4chaos_causes_.html">armpits sweat heavily</a> during times of flow? Mine did. But thankfully, not anymore. Hah!</p>
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